Wednesday, February 23, 2011

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Friday, February 18, 2011

"Connect"

I won't forget the promise we made
I'll close my eyes and ascertain it
Shaking off the darkness that closed in on me, I advance on

When can I see again here
the future that I lost?

Again and again, I'll tear apart the shadow of distress that spilled out
and walk on in this world

The time that ticked away ceaselessly now announces the beginning
Putting my unchanging feelings into it
I'll open the closed door

My heart awoke to draw the future where I'd start running
Even if I come to a standstill on a difficult road
The sky is always waiting for me in a beautiful blue
So I'm not scared
By now, no matter what happens, I won't get disheartened

When I look back, my friends are there
When I noticed it, they have me tenderly surrounded

In the world where just about everything is twisted
The single place here I can believe in saved me

When we share our joys and sorrows, my feelings strengthen
If my voice reaches you
Then I can certainly create a miracle, right?

I won't forget the promise we made
I'll close my eyes and ascertain it
Shaking off the darkness that closed in on me, I advance on
Because no matter how great of a wall there is
I'll show you I'll overcome it, so I'll certainly
believe in tomorrow and pray

Wandering in a destroyed world
I arrived there as if I was drawn towards it

My heart awoke to draw the future where I'd start running
Even if I come to a standstill on a difficult road
The sky is always waiting for me in a beautiful blue
So I'm not scared
By now, no matter what happens, I won't get disheartened

Forever waiting for tomorrow

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

"Cast Blood of a Contract on Guilt"

In the dream of the world overcome with delight, the Lord looks down from His eternal window
The oppressed and imprisoned people passed away without noticing it
Ordered by affection, if I do so, then I can overcome my sins
All sorrows, look, are vanishing and reappearing in front of my eyes

Drive the stake, drive the stake, slash apart the dark night and bask in the moonlight
The thousands of iron hammers will turn into your pain and be released now
The screams will float in midair before long and the night sky will be dyed red, right?
The cross-shaped stake will become your power and you’ll make your way to the sanctuary before long

Faithful to rules and laws, you’re bound, even without contracts
The mountain that feared fire is dying while resting, without nurturing the earth
I only can’t inhibit my passion; if that’s so, I won’t even forget about the pain
Because I keep rejecting them, look, afterimages are vanishing and reappearing
Bite the dust, bite the dust, carry the suffering that’s like being pregnant
The traces of the needle that drew an arc turned the void into pleasure and I looked up at the sky just now
Give up the sins of the world that must come and tame the flocks of sheep
When the poem of gratitude is rewarded, hallelujah. Praise the Lord

Lower the door bars on a great ship
Unfurl the sails and set sail for legends
If I hear that you’ve reached Heaven, I’ll sink into the crowds

Be clad in blood, be clad in blood, while the slaves and livestock are guided
Don’t reach out your hands or desire, the ones who disobeyed simply continue to be lost at all times
 
Drive the stake, drive the stake, slash apart the dark night and bask in the moonlight
The thousands of iron hammers will turn into your pain and be released now
The screams will float in midair before long and the night sky will be dyed red, right?
The cross-shaped stake will become your power and you’ll make your way to the sanctuary before long

Monday, February 14, 2011

"See VisionS"

I'm always running after you. You are my ideal. You are me.

There was a bird that could not fly any further
With splendid feathers without scratches, it rebuked the blue sky
[This place isn't bad. The sky isn't that high. This place isn't good either.]

Fearing the speed it feels with its body
Anyone can have a chance... It can't go any further
[It really can't fly. It really wants to fly.]

Now you are there, shining beyond a wish that I want to fulfill

Projecting in my eyes
"Standing in the future, always strong" such you are my
You're still dazzling but, reaching out my hands with the same feeling
The real me that will someday be grasped will become you

It was still a pure and innocent dream
It drew close all things it wanted just like a magnet
[Only this, I will not yield. This too, I will not yield.]

You were there, buried in rubble and living in solitude

My eyes desire
"Until now, always... From now on, more!" tomorrow's 'you' is me
Throw off such shells, become naked and carefree
Let's search for that glittering gemstone I will become

The pebble that tumbled by my feet was kicked away fly away, these feelings

Swaying in my eyes
The ideal 'me' and yesterday's 'me' are always crossing paths without meeting
I cannot reach a little more
If its you surely, would laugh it off even if painful

Projecting in my eyes
"Standing on the future, always strong" such you are my
You're still dazzling but, reaching out my hands with the same feelings
The real me that will someday be grasped will become you, will become you

Sunday, February 13, 2011

"Space Bound"

We touch, I feel a rush, we clutch, it isn't much
But it's enough to make me wonder what's in store for us
It's lust, it's torturous, you must be a sorcerous
Cause you just, did the impossible, gained my trust
Don't play games it'll be dangerous if you fuck me over
Cause if I get burnt, I'ma show ya what it's like to hurt
Cause I've been treated like dirt befo' ya
And love is "evol", spell it backwards, I'll show ya

Nobody knows me, I'm cold, walk down this road all alone
It's no one's fault but my own, it's the path I've chosen to go
Frozen as snow, I show no emotion what'so ever, so
Don't ask me why I have no love for these mo'fuckin' hoes

Blood-suckin' succubuses, what the fuck is up with this?
I've tried in this department, but, I ain't had no luck with this
It sucks but it's exactly what I thought it would be like tryin' to start over
I've got a hole in my heart from some kind of emotional roller-coasta';
Somethin' I won't go on till you toy with my emotions, so it's over
It's like an explosion every time I hold ya, wasn't jokin' when I told ya
You take my breath away, you're a supernova
And I'm a...

I'm a space-bound rocketship and your heart's the moon
And I'm aimin' right at you
Right at you
250, 000 miles on a clear night in June
And I'm aimin' right at you
Right at you

I'll do whatever it takes, when I'm with you, I get the shakes
My body aches when I ain't with you, I have zero strength
There's no limit on how far I would go, no boundaries, no lengths
Why do we say that until we get that person that we think's
Gonna be that one and then once we get 'em, it's never the same
You want 'em when they don't want you, soon as they do, feelin's change
It's not a contest and I ain't on no conquest for no mate
I wasn't lookin' when I stumbled onto you, musta been fate
But so much is at stake, what the fuck does it take, let's cut to the chase
'Fore the door shuts in your face, promise me if I cave in and break
And leave myself open that I won't be makin' a mistake
Cause I'm a

I'm a space-bound rocketship and your heart's the moon
And I'm aimin' right at you
Right at you
250, 000 miles on a clear night in June
And I'm aimin' right at you
Right at you

So after a year and 6 months, it's no longer me that you want
But I love you so much it hurts, never mistreated you once
I poured my heart out to you, let down my guard, swear to God
I'll blow my brains in your lap, lay here and die in your arms
Drop to my knees and I'm pleadin', I'm tryin' to stop you from leavin'
You won't even listen, so fuck it, I'm tryin' to stop you from breathin'
I put both hands on your throat, I sit on top of you, squeezin'
Til' I snap your neck like a Popsicle stick, ain't a possible reason
I can think of to let you walk up out this house and let you live
Tears stream down both of my cheeks, then I let you go and just give
And before I put that gun to my temple, I told you this

And I would've did anything for you
To show you how much I adored you
But it's over now, it's too late to save our
Love
Just promise me you'll think of me
Every time you look up in the sky and see a star
Cuz I'm a

I'm a space-bound rocketship and your heart's the moon
And I'm aimin' right at you
Right at you
250, 000 miles and a clear night in June
And I'm so lost without you
Without you

Saturday, February 12, 2011

"Highschool of the Dead"

While I've lost my shaken sense of reality
Where will my sentiments, piling up like rubble, go?

Holding a crushed hope, I brushed the red rain off and ran in a trance

At the end of crumbled emotions, what do I see? What exists? I still don't know
All fleeting futures simply kept spreading silently in front of my eyes

Light and shadows vanished; what the last words
Wished for was tomorrow alone; where does it exist in this reality?

Gazing at the crushed present, I ran in the middle of the red rain unhesitatingly

Over the crumbling scenery, what do I know? What do I hear? I can't see anymore
I'll simply keep silently choosing the single fleeting future in front of my eyes

At the end of crumbled emotions, what do I see? What exists? I still don't know
All fleeting futures simply kept spreading silently in front of my eyes

Friday, February 11, 2011

Thursday, February 10, 2011

"Shooting Star"

When I look up at the sky
The stars, see, are sparkling
Each giving off its own light
Like the people on this planet
Yeah, so I, too
Want to shine particularly bright
I close my eyes and make a vow in my heart
And entrust my dreams to that shooting star

I’m in my usual park
I can see the night scenery
On the slide
That’s been my special seat for years
Whenever I’m worried about something, I come here
Just like then, I’m on my way to my dreams
But unable to fulfill them
“Maybe this is the end of the line”
There are days when I say weak things like that
But every time, I remember
That starry sky where I looked for a shooting star
The wish I made when I was little
Hasn’t changed even now

When I look up at the sky
The stars, see, are sparkling
Each giving off its own light
Like the people on this planet
Yeah, so I, too
Want to shine particularly bright
I close my eyes and make a vow in my heart
And entrust my dreams to that shooting star

Looking up at the sky, there are countless stars
The same number now that there was years ago
My dreams are endless and crazy
Incredibly bright, like that star

Hey! If you keep hanging your head like that
You won’t even be able to see the things you can see
Look up at the sky, keep your head up!!
Hey! “What do you think of the sky you see?”
Someday, like that shining star…
I wanna shine

When I look up at the sky
The stars, see, are sparkling
Each giving off its own light
Like the people on this planet
Yeah, so I, too
Want to shine particularly bright
I close my eyes and make a vow in my heart
And entrust my dreams to that shooting star

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

"Ichiban no Takaramono"

If my cuffs are wet
Then I should wait for them to dry
Making sounds in the water, I jumped in

You taught me that, so I'm not scared anymore
I have to let go of this hand that was holding on to mine

Even if I'm alone, I'll go on, even if it's tough
I'll definitely take along the dream I had with everyone
I'm glad to be with everyone, I'm glad to have been with everyone
But on the morning when I wake up, no one is there

Even if I look back, no one's shadow is there anymore
Only the puddles shined
To live on is to stand and fight
Once you understand that, all you need is the courage to step forward

I'll go everywhere, that's what I learned here
I’ll show that I can make the dream called happiness come true
Even if I'm separated from everyone, no matter how far apart we are
This me will live in a brand-new morning

Even if I'm alone, I'll go on, even if I want to die
I can hear your voice, saying, "You mustn't die"
Even if it's tough, even if I'm trapped in the dark
Deep in my heart, a light has been lit

Cycling and flowing, the times change
I can't recall what happened anymore
But if I try closing my eyes, there's everyone's laughing voices
Somehow that's my most precious treasure now.

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

"Strength"

My dry lips are exposed to the frozen sun.
My overflowing tears trace me with a dripping brilliance.

I was searching for you merely in the hopes of making up for this meager place.
The pain transmitted between our touching fingers is all we collect.

If the wish I hold aloft deep within my heartbeat is called destiny,
Then the memories I left behind and the lost vision of
Your face even now, remain forsaken...

There is a wavering in my faint sigh and quivering look.
My crumbling soul quakes my eyes and their glimmering envelops us.

I wished I wouldn't be hurt if we happened across each other.
Nestled against the pain of my clipped wings, I gently sleep.

My life is expended because I cannot return, because I cannot go back.
The ability I simply threw away on that day so long ago
I yearn for in your warmth.

Everyone is confronted by their different sorrows even though they long for tomorrow.
With the strength of the disgrace and lament you keep your eyes on, break me.

The dying prayer I cannot express spells out my destiny.
The bequeathed memories and the lost vision of your face
That grew within my chest, even now, remain forsaken.

Thursday, February 3, 2011

"Brave Song"

I was always walking alone; when I looked back, everyone was far away
Nevertheless, I walked on; that was my strength
I'm not afraid of anything anymore, or so I whisper to show you
Someday, people will be alone and only live on within memories
So that I can even love and laugh at loneliness, I'll fight
I won't show my tears

I was always walking alone; a cliff was waiting for me at my destination
Nevertheless, I walked on for the proof of my strength
A strong wind blows against me, my shirt sticks to me with sweat
If I end up being able to forget it someday, then living- It's just a simple thing
If I fall into the yonder of oblivion, that's running away, right?
Even the meaning of having lived will vanish, right?

The wind soon calmed down, my sweat dried, too
And I felt hungry; did something happen, hm?
A nice scent came along with lively voices

I was always walking alone; everyone was waiting for me

Someday, people will be alone and only live on within memories
Even so, that's okay; I call my peaceful feelings 'friends'
Someday, I'll forget the days I spent with everyone and be living elsewhere
By then, I won't be strong anymore
I'll shed tears with the weakness of an ordinary person.

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

"Bad Apple!!"

Ever on and on I continue circling
With nothing but my hate in a carousel of agony
Till slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing
And suddenly I see that I can't break free--I'm
Slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity
With nothing but my pain and the paralyzing agony
To tell me who I am, who I was
Uncertainty enveloping my mind
Till I can't break free, and

Maybe it's a dream; maybe nothing else is real
But it wouldn't mean a thing if I told you how I feel
So I'm tired of all the pain, of the misery inside
And I wish that I could live feeling nothing but the night
You can tell me what to say; you can tell me where to go
But I doubt that I would care, and my heart would never know
If I make another move there'll be no more turning back
Because everything will change, and it all will fade to black

Will tomorrow ever come? Will I make it through the night?
Will there ever be a place for the broken in the light?
Am I hurting? Am I sad? Should I stay, or should I go?
I've forgotten how to tell. Did I ever even know?
Can I take another step? I've done everything I can
All the people that I see I will never understand
If I find a way to change, if I step into the light
Then I'll never be the same, and it all will fade to white

Ever on and on I continue circling
With nothing but my hate in a carousel of agony
Till slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing
And suddenly I see that I can't break free--I'm
Slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity
With nothing but my pain and the paralyzing agony
To tell me who I am, who I was
Uncertainty enveloping my mind
Till I can't break free, and

Maybe it's a dream; maybe nothing else is real
But it wouldn't mean a thing if I told you how I feel
So I'm tired of all the pain, of the misery inside
And I wish that I could live feeling nothing but the night
You can tell me what to say; you can tell me where to go
But I doubt that I would care, and my heart would never know
If I make another move there'll be no more turning back
Because everything will change, and it all will fade to black

If I make another move, if I take another step
Then it all would fall apart. There'd be nothing of me left
If I'm crying in the wind, if I'm crying in the night
Will there ever be a way? Will my heart return to white?
Can you tell me who you are? Can you tell me where I am?
I've forgotten how to see; I've forgotten if I can
If I opened up my eyes there'd be no more going back
'Cause I'd throw it all away, and it all would fade to black

"Complication"

The sky looks anxious as it threatens to cry
it simply carves away time, having nothing else to do

I swallow these thoughts that have nowhere to go
and I spit out in frustration

Worrying that everything might break
I fear tomorrow
But I know that I won't find any answers
by looking at the day after tomorrow

It feels kind of pathetic that I'm feeling so troubled
I couldn't stand still so I ran

What do I want to do? There's nothing.
I snuck up to the rooftop, to have a smoke
Today's lunch was boring
My friends watch me with worried eyes
"I'm not crying" I spit out
but it really sucks having to act tough.
A street that I'm used to walking
I finally got an ipod
Some cheap rap that has no meaning
I'm carrying a bag that feels heavy for some reason
A place that should feel warm to me
I open a window to let out that dark air
I'm about to be crushed by the pressure
so I retreat to the park I always go to

Worrying that everything might break
I fear tomorrow
But I know that I won't find any answers
by looking at the day after tomorrow

What will I draw on the blank canvas of tomorrow that stretches endlessly?
What will I draw on the black canvas of tomorrow that's been dyed by reality?
With struggle, it will shine

In this limited amount of time
I'll try to draw myself
That's all I need for now

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

"Tears of the Blue Sky"

All alone in the darkness,
I learned the meaning of your tears.
I've stepped forward to the place I wish for,
Yet I didn't want to hurt anyone.

Even today, the wind crosses over the sea
And faces tomorrow without hesitation.
Why can't my heart begin to move?

What fate awaits me?
I don't want to mourn over the things that have come forth.
Within feelings of sorrow, courage still exists,
And I grasp its radiance while believing.

The blue sky's tears rain down incessantly...
Someday they'll change into a smile.

The wind that quickly chased after me
Slips between my fingers now.
I'm still too scared to trust,
But I won't stop no matter what!

As the moon softly grazes my shoulders,
And its silver path reflects on the water,
I've come to forget how to hesitate.

Even if a tomorrow of nothingness awaits,
There's a way to create something from it.
Even my destiny can keep changing,
And strong feelings are now filling my heart.

The blue sky's tears are overflowing,
But it will surely be sunny tomorrow.

So I can start walking towards
The future I looked up to,
I can go as far as I want...
As long as I don't lose sight of myself.

What fate awaits me?
I don't want to mourn over the things that have come forth.
Within feelings of sorrow, courage still exists,
And I grasp its radiance while believing.

The blue sky's tears rain down incessantly...
Someday they'll change into a smile.