"Crawl"

Advancing as though crawling along the ground,
I repeat my mediocre ascent.
Even if my fate is engraved, I just take a deep breath.
I’ve understood what wasn’t enough
In those days that seemed as though I would be crushed by the thunderous sound,
Even the rain stopped, and then you came.

Sha la la I sing for you
Sha la la

A faded eternity is a “symbol of boredom,” meaningless,
Like a pool created at the bottom of the sea
The too high sky reflects on the water’s surface where a whirlpool is drawn
If it’s a joke, make it when I can understand

Sha la la I sing for you
Sha la la fight for myself
Sha la la I sing for you
Sha la la

I can’t take this “boredom” anymore.

With the bravery to strike back on the stage where I stood still
I don’t care I don’t care
I wonder if you’d laugh even at my ”existence”.
The scenery drifted by at the pace I started to run
I don’t care I don’t care I don’t care
Would you go to check if it’s all right or not?

The first time I knew the truth was when I made my way to the goal
I don’t care I don’t care
I wonder if you’ll realize it if tomorrow comes.
Even the distorted atmosphere of the March that fell away
I don’t care I don’t care
Going up the 13steps
They’ll be waiting for your hands
If it’s a new start from today on where I knew pain
I’ll be there I’ll be there I’ll be there

The whispered regrets cling onto your hands
For whose sake do you swing the sword that you sharpened?

Secret Base ~10 years after~

I'll never forget being with you at the end of summer
With our dreams of the future and big hopes
I believe that ten years later in August,
we'll meet again
Such great memories...

We met in a sudden instant at the intersection on the way home
And you called out to me, and said "Let's go home together"
I was so bashful that I hid my face with my bag
But I was so very, very happy

Ah, the fireworks burst in the night sky so nicely, it kinda hurts
Ah, the wind flows by with the time

We had so many happy, fun adventures
Together in our secret base

I'll never forget being with you at the end of summer
With our dreams of the future and big hopes
I believe that ten years later in August, we'll meet again
I knew that, until the end, you were shouting
"Thank you" from the bottom of your heart
Farewell while smiling and holding back tears is so hard
Such great memories...

Ah, summer break will end soon
Ah, I hope the sun and moon make friends

We had so many sad, lonely arguments
Together in our secret base

I knew that, until the end, you were shouting
"Thank you" from the bottom of your heart
Farewell while smiling and holding back tears is so hard
Such great memories...

Nothing can be done about your sudden transfer
I'll write, and call
So don't forget me
Forever, in our secret base

With you at the end of summer, we talked on and on
After the setting sun, we gazed at the stars
I'll never forget the tear that flowed down your cheeks
I won't forget
The way you waved to me until the very end
So let's stay this way in our dreams, forever...

I'll never forget being with you at the end of summer
With our dreams of the future and big hopes
I believe that ten years later in August, we'll meet again
I knew that, until the end, you were shouting
"Thank you" from the bottom of your heart
Farewell while smiling and holding back tears is so hard
Such great memories...

Such great memories...

"Just Be Friends"

Just be friends  All we gotta do
Just be friends  It's time to say goodbye
Just be friends  All we gotta do
Just be friends  Just be friends...

I remembered early yesterday morning
Why do I feel
As if I'm gathering piece of broken glass? Blood drips from my cut fingers
I wonder if we wanted to do these kinds of things

I already knew deep inside my heart
That the most painful choice would be the best
My self-love refuses it and as a result, self-contradiction repeats
I wonder when we can talk

In this slowly decaying world
A path for my struggling self
I carve in your colorless smile
I pulled off the plug

I shouted until my voice was dry
The echo reverberates in the empty air
Although there was nothing left
After the chains were removed

Fate that allowed us to meet
The darkness interrupts countless and relentless time
"So this is how it is..." I murmured
Somebody's tears flow down dried cheeks

All we gotta do  Just be friends
It's time to say goodbye  Just be friends
All we gotta do  Just be friends
Just be friends  Just be friends...

I realized at yesterday's quiet night
That even if I pick up the fallen flower leaves
It won't bloom back to its original form
The small death on top of my hands
Our time is frozen still

I remembered the season when we first met
And your sweetly smiling face
I push the present to the past and received the scars that we both got
Our hearts are full of thorns

Even in this frustratingly continuing relationship
I sadly can't change my heart
I was loving you, I didn't want to be apart from you
But I have to say it

The rain that pours on my heart
Dazed and terrified, even my vision is blurry
I anticipated the hurt
But my body can't move

Fate that connected us
Becomes undone and disappears into everyday life
Goodbye my loved one... This is the end
Now we look go on without looking back

Once more, once more
If my wish can come true
I want to be reborn many times
I'll go and meet you from that day

I shouted until my voice was dry
The echo reverberates in the empty air
Although there was nothing left
After the chains were removed

Fate that connected us
Becomes undone and disappears into everyday life
Goodbye my loved one... This is the end
Now we look go on without looking back

This is the end

(Just be friends All we gotta do
Just be friends It's time to say goodbye)

Just be friends  All we gotta do
Just be friends  (Just be friends) It's time to say goodbye
Just be friends  (Just be friends) All we gotta do
Just be friends  (Just be frien~ds)It's time to say goodbye
Just be friends  (~)All we gotta do
Just be friends  (~)It's time to say goodbye
Just be friends

"World's End Dancehall"

At the boundary lines mixed with jokes,
a little farther ahead of the stairs,
there is nothing good there at all, huh?
Shall I try to guide you instead?

Are you going to dance terribly
and stumble on the top of the altar?
I'm sure people will be dazzled senseless, though,
so what do you say, together right here!

The high-pitched voice has filled up this room,
swirling around some disgusting meanings.
Of course there is nothing good at all,
so now let's scream it out with all our strength!

"The meaning tied to those short phrases,
 the reason for hating someone you've never met,
 no matter how hard I look, I can't find them.

 Getting angry despite being shy,
 laughing with head lowered,
 they are all, in any case, boring!"

Shall we dance with some hop steps?
Let's go "one two" in a small corner of this world.
Enjoy fully this dizzy feeling
of the world's end.

Seems like soon this feeling will suddenly vanish,
so let's preserve this next instant moment.
Spinning spinning, spinning, spinning,
as we become intoxicated by this spinning world.

The empty space is only for the bystanders.
A race to get onto the crowded last train.
"There is nothing good there at all.
"So, wanna try to guide me instead?"

Somehow it feels different from normal.
I'll try to believe in fate's pranks.
That terrible stumbling dance,
yes, let's make fun of it as much as we like!

"The meaning in boringly repeating the same moves,
 the reason for stepping according to the beats,
 no matter how hard you look, you won't find them.

 Dancing when sad,
 laughing when wanting to cry,
 those kinds of willfulness are really tiring!"

Shall we sing some sense out of the pop music?
Before the world starts to frown on us,
please release that attention-grabbing heartbeat.
I can still remember it clearly.

What a gorgeous view we have here!
The scenery I see from here
must not have changed a bit,
so I'll just crawl on the withered ground.

Shall we dance with some hop steps?
Let's go "one two" in a small corner of this world.
Enjoy fully this dizzy feeling
of the world's end.

Seems like soon this feeling will suddenly vanish,
so let's preserve this next instant moment.
"Farewell, and take care."
I utter to this ending world.

"Core Pride"

Born into the world, each enjoying his own life, discovering the black box in his head...is this bliss?
The important thing is to surpass your limit line. Shall we go? Take your step, and outdo yourself today!

But what should we do with our days? Trying to live flawlessly is a big no no.
Stop! Observe thoroughly the flow of the world! Ignore everything else, and here we go!

If I try to suppress my heart, which is burning hot about things that are unobtainable or constrained,
how am I different from those adults, whom I have come to despise and will never forgive
for their constant attempt to pin me down blindly without even understanding why?

No matter what I do, it'll probably forever remain a pipe dream that will never come true,
but the fire burning in my heart cannot be doused by anyone.
Even if the black rain falling from the sky drenches me completely and doesn't stop,
I will never allow the fire in my heart to be extinguished. That, is my "pride".

It started pouring, as predicted. A lot more buddies gathered around than I had expected.
While talking about one another's days and futures, we became impassioned and started a fist fight.

Thinking back about how we were also fist-fighting the same way
back when we were only 15, as a means to quell our anxiety and uneasiness,
you laughed and said, "You haven't changed a bit..." So I ended up bursting into laughter as well.

If we don't stubbornly stand our ground like this, even the flow of time will become a scary thing.
The only true opponent whom I should hit is really my prideful self.
But still, I don't want to lose right now. I have "pride" not to lose to myself.

Stop! Observe thoroughly the flow of the world! Ignore everything else, and here we go!
Stop! Observe thoroughly the flow of the world! Ignore everything else, and here we go!

No matter what I do, when I'm alone at night, I become even unable to understand myself.
When you're with me, and we try to understand each other, then I'll be able to become stronger.

I don't care how things turn out, and I don't care if I'll look uncool,
I will desperately try to change my future.
Even If I'm told that my destiny is immutable no matter what I do,
I myself can still change, and I will prove to you that I can change myself.

This is, that's right, "pride", each in its own place...

Don't perish yet, the fire in my heart.
I don't want to forget yet, the heat in my chest.
Don't perish yet, the fire in my heart.
I can still keep going, so here I go!

"IMITATION BLACK"

The distorted ordinary life, a forbidden love,

and a heart of deception.

Our imperfect love has been painted

completely black in this ebony world.

I've always wanted to say this to you,

this mere one phrase,

if my uncontrollable impulse

will end up being shattered.

Love and be loved, to the point of going mad.

This sweet and hot kiss is an imitation.

My paralyzed senses and fading consciousness

paint my overflowing thoughts and the truth

completely in black.

The sinking moon overlaps with the clouds,

as if it's trying to hide its shadow.

Is there no way for us to turn back?

Then together let's simply disappear like this.

Believing that we would be bonded again,

I temporarily let go of your hand.

If it's a love that doesn't allow me to be myself,

then I should just simply shatter it.

I want you to embrace me tightly and strongly.

The warmth of our connected body is an imitation.

It really troubles me when the sun shines,

as you will fade out of my sight.

Please teach me the answer?

I will crush both the common sense and morality,

and accept my punishment in your place,

as I hold tightly onto the words you uttered

when you were fading away.

I will be thinking of you everyday.

Before the sensation of our hugging shoulders

melts and fades away,

I will go meet you.

Enveloped in swaying fantasies,

the words I said to you was an imitation.

On my cold skin is a kiss mark that won't disappear,

as I submerge my entire memory in black

and dwindle away.

Love and be loved, to the point of going mad.

This sweet and hot kiss is an imitation.

My paralyzed senses and fading consciousness

paint my overflowing thoughts and the truth

completely in black.

"Artifical Children"

Mystery of mysteries, a lifeless body,
Symbols and hope layer upon each other endlessly,
The one that gave me form and color,
Has a twisted heart of crimson and azure.

Endlessly endless, where am I?
A momentary moment disturbs me, though I close my eyes,
Those lost words I once believed in
Now fade away and are cast off, beyond the sky.

Ah...to me...my very own...soul...

The world spins round, reflecting in the depths of my dolls eyes
My despair is mirrored in those two eyes

Now, born; now, dormant

This fleeting world is like play-acting, just a transient container

Fate is fate; it cannot be resisted
The meetings and partings, endlessly repeat
The place I've journeyed to the ends of time to find,
Is the place where reality sinks into the darkness

Painful, aching tears flow,
The moment after our bodies touched,
I felt a trembling trepidation, for the memory
In the stream of eternity, flowed and faded away

Aa...this sadness...which blurs into...something unseen...

I am a doll
A perfect doll
My heart is my own to do with as I please
So, I won't allow it
No matter what she says, I won't allow it

I don't want to ... allow it

Even though this thread that controls me is cut-
Don't go, please don't go, stay connected to me-

My dolls live in an ever-changing world that admits no understanding
Certainly, in a space between dream and reality.

Now, born; now, ending

This is the cradle into which the universe's young rage overflows

The end is the end, without forgiveness
Though my words and feelings are in disarray,
Meanings and definitions are all dismantled,
In the miracle where past is bound to future

With just my thoughts and passions,
Progress and destruction continue forever
No matter how much I praise these fleeting days,
The smiling face I loved will be gone tomorrow

Ah...this deep sorrow...from which I...will never heal...
Ah...this unseen joy...that I will...keep hidden...
Ah...to me...my very own...soul...

"Under the Name of the Divine Beast"

Deep blue darkness sinks, blue-green in the flaming iron basket

The fact is, silver clothing goes on the goddess's figure.

To turn back time the worm-eaten chronology

Wounded memories fleeting from the world's trace

A bead of faint emotion is an illusion among the floating wagon tracks, its experiences overlooked

The noisy wind sways, we wish under the white moon

The god's name of protection expected to be called out

A hand is held out and your spirit becomes high

Your breast's warmth feels tender and everlasting

Embracing the coming thoughts and withering tears

The world is too much of an armful even with both hands, born with certain proof

The lost child embraces the mother's breasts, her face smiling

Before then we robbed, the burden of the shadow disappearing

We hear a grand purpose pass through

We believe in the overflowing strength

We tell of eternity's desire

Divine beasts naming His presence

The noisy wind sways, we wish under the white moon

The god's name of protection expected to be called out

A hand is held out and your spirit becomes high

The sparkling shield becomes a twinkling fang

Deep blue darkness sinks, blue-green in the flaming iron basket

The fact is, silver clothing goes on the goddess's figure.

"Kokoro"

A lonely scientist developed a robot
The result was said to be a "miracle"

But it wasn't yet sufficient; there was just one thing he wasn't able to do
And that was the program known as a "heart"

Hundreds of years pass
Left alone
The miracle robot wishes

I want to know, why
Until the end of that person's life
He built a "heart"
For me

Now, movement has started, the miracle is accelerating
Why? My tears don't stop...
Why am I shaking? The beat is accelerating
This is the "heart" I hoped for?

Mysterious, heart, heart, mysterious
I know; there are things to be happy about
Mysterious, heart, heart, mysterious
I know; there are things to grieve about
Mysterious, heart, heart, infinite
How deeply painful...

Now, I've begun to realise the reason I was born
Being on your own is surely lonely
Yes, that day, at that time
All the memories dwelling in my "heart" begin to overflow

Now, I can speak true words
I dedicate them to you

Thank you... for bringing me into this world
Thank you... for the days we spent together
Thank you... for everything you have given me
Thank you... I will sing for eternity

"Super Driver"

Day by day,

Things are tedious,

So become someone who can boldly refuse!

Oh, my boy,

We need to be clear.

We can’t deal with lies in this small world

I found you myself;

It’s natural that I’d come to like you.

Kick away your worthless ways.

I’ll decide everything!

(I say, I say, my heavens!)

Super Driver, leave the charge to me.

We’ll move forward no matter what.

“Impossible!” (Don’t you stop me)

Jump over it – Take it easy, Go!!

A great victory, you say? Of course I agree.

How was it? Pleasant.

“Review?” (Get back to wild)

Never mind that. Come on, hurry up!

I haven’t done this or that yet; I’ll always be sudden.

I’m completely, completely inexperienced – what’s wrong with that?

Upside down

These values are ridiculous,

But I thought about them endlessly. I’m so remarkable!

On my own,

I properly face those eyes.

This is a good match; I can’t be tricked.

Fearing being alone is nonsense.

Everyone’s a bit lonely.

Training for interesting strategies,

The smiling me is the best!

(You should, you should Be quiet!)

Begin the carefree approach!

I’ve been getting tired lately.

“I’m feeling uncomfortable!” (We’re born to now)

Shake it off – Yes, lay on the jokes!!

I want to celebrate a great discovery.

If we can, I’m almighty.

“An imaginary theory?” (No more, no fake)

That’s my specialty! Come on, we’re doing it!

All of this isn’t dream; why is my heart pounding hard by itself?

I’m shaking, shaking like I’m in a dream; I’ll really do it.

All of this isn’t dream; why does my head get dizzy by itself?

I’m shaking, shaking like I’m in a dream; well, how is it?

(Club members Dancin’, shakin’ hips; general mobilization Movin’, makin’ the stage)

Super Driver, leave the charge to me.

We’ll move forward no matter what.

“Impossible!” (Don’t you stop me)

Jump over it – Take it easy, Go!!

A great victory, you say? Of course I agree.

How was it? Pleasant.

“Review?” (Get back to wild)

Never mind that. Come on, hurry up!

Super Driver, I’m making a challenge.

Feel it, feel it speed up.

“I’m feeling uncomfortable!” (We’re born to now)

Shake it off – yes, laid on joke!!

I want to celebrate a great discovery.

If we can, I’m almighty.

“An imaginary theory?” (No more, no fake)

That’s my specialty! Come on, we’re doing it!

I haven’t done this or that yet; I’ll always be forcing.

I’m completely, completely inexperienced, and I’ll start from here.

I haven’t done this or that yet; I’ll always be sudden.

I’m completely, completely inexperienced – what’s wrong with that?

(First round, Funky rookie game; counter, Honky tonky head)

"Meltdown"

Lights of the town are shining
With a chilly pain like ether anesthetic

Unable to sleep at 2 A.M.

Everything has changed and lost control of rule

Oil is already running out in lighter

My stomach is nervously burning inside

If all the scenes were created by lies
I really feel happiness and easiness

In broken dream I wring your neck in my dirty hands

Lights are shining and making flow in the afternoon
I look at your throat jumping under my closed mind

But my eyes are gonna start to cry, shout to pretend

Hey, take me to nuclear reactor
I wish to dive into core, wanna fly, fly, fly

A ray of blue lights surrounds my body, beautiful

Hey, take me to nuclear reactor

If I could dive into core, and then cry, cry, cry

All sins I did will be allowed within a miracle

I hear the sound somebody runs up upstairs

Through the terrace on the other side

Cloudy sky is beginning to make a shadow

Drop on window glass and room

Twilight is spreading lights over the horizon

The sun is setting like a swollen eye, bloody inside

Around the world everything I see is dead,

Slowly and slowly melting down without consciousness

In broken dream I wring your neck in my dirty hands

Curtains are dancing with a breeze of cherry spring

All the words I said by dry injured, colorless lips

Are also melting just like a life of bubbles

Hey, take me to nuclear reactor
I wish to dive into core, wanna fly, fly, fly

Disabled memories go white, melt and disappear

Hey, take me to nuclear reactor

If I could dive into core, and then cry, cry, cry

Like old days good sleep will bring me dream of tenderness

Second hand of the wall clock

And the presenter in a TV show

Invisible people laugh over there certainly

Voices are saturated, echoes surround in my brain

Allegro, agitate

Ears are ringing so loudly, don't stop

Allegro, agitate

Ears are ringing so loudly, don't stop

In broken dream everyone disappears out of sight

At midnight my room changes the size bigger and

Silent nightmare comes into my chest suddenly

Hardly I breathe, end of the world start in my life

"Re_Birthday"

When I woke up, I was alone
In a room painted black
I couldn't see or hear anything
One person shivering in the darkness

The ceiling had a large hole
It was easy to see a big spring in it
Suddenly there was a sound
I knew this ghastly voice

"Boy's crimes are getting old"
"You're far from me forever"
"It left from this room" it said

Remembering all of that moment
Naturally repeating that sin over and over
Realizing the reason it all ended
Having to go back to those days

Both of my arms are in red handcuffs
Someone is surely spilling the color of blood
Both of my ankles are in blue chains
They are surely the color of someone's tears

"Ru ri ra ru ri ra.." the song said
Who seems to be singing this lullaby..

How much time seems to go by
Searching for the changing spring
Suddenly I hear
A singing voice to heal me

One day I notice
That the song has a real meaning
And now it's my lullaby
New words are added to it

From the opening of the spring
A tiny northern light
Very surely
You're giving a message

The spring's surroundings start to talk quietly
"It's not that your sins aren't tolerated"
However, the water spoke and evil spoke
We will try to change those facts

The red handcuffs fall off and I start to talk
"After this, you will be born again"
The blue shackles fall off and I talk to you
"Today is your new Birthday"

Everything around us is dyed white
Very soon we will meet again

"Regret Message"

At a small harbor straying from a town
Alone a girl stands still

It has been here at this sea from long ago
A secret legend

"Put a parchment with a wish written on it"
"Into a small bottle"
"And if it's washed away by the sea then someday"
"The thought will bear fruit"

Drifting away, a small bottle of glass
A message with a wish placed in
Far beyond the horizon
Quietly disappearing

You were always beneficial to me
And would do anything

I've only always been selfish
And gave you troubles

You who would fulfill my wish
Are no longer here so
I am getting the sea
To deliver my thoughts

Drifting away, a little wish
Tears and a slight regret
Realizing sin is always
After everything is over

Drifting away, a small bottle of glass
A message with a wish placed in
Far beyond the horizon
Quietly disappearing

Drifting away, a little wish
Tears and a slight regret

"If we could be reborn....."
"Then I would want to be with you again.."

"Daughter of Evil"

The princess obsessed with jealousy
One day summoned the cabinet minister
And in a quiet voice said
"Destroy the country of green"

Many houses were being reduced to ashes
Many lives were being lost
The sorrow of the suffering people
Did not reach the princess

"Oh, it's time for a snack"

An evil flower blooms attractively
With maddening coloration
Although it is a very beautiful flower
Ah, there are too many thorns, it can't be touched

The evil princess had to be brought down
Finally, the people stand up
Leading the crowd was
A swords woman of red armor

Those angry intentions that piled up
Wrapped around the whole country
Tired from a long of war
Things like soldiers were not enemies

In the end, the palace was surrounded
And even the vassals escaped
The lovely, attractive princess
Was finally caught

"You insolent person!"

An evil flower blooms attractively
With saddening coloration
The paradise for her sake
Ah, is also brittle and fleetingly collapsing

Once upon a time, there was
A treacherous kingdom
And reigning at the top had been
A princess of age fourteen

The time of the execution was three p.m.
The time when the church bell sounds
That person who was called the princess
What are they thinking alone in prison?

Finally, that time arrived
The bell that announced the end rang
She wouldn't give an eye to things like the populace
She was like this

"Oh, it's time for a snack"

An evil flower scatters attractively
With vivid coloration
The later people talk of her this way
Ah, she really was the daughter of evil

Note: This should have been posted before "Servant of evil"

"Servent of Evil"

You are my princess
I am only your servant
We are twins that destiny has played a cruel jest on
Even if the whole world turns against you
I'll become the only evil that is on your side

Our fates were decided on the day we came
Bells of the church tolling their blessings the same
Our elders were selfish for some reasons
Thus we grew apart with the passing seasons

If every creature alive hates you
I'll be there waiting, always true
So please keep smiling like you always do
None that keeps you laughing as myself, had I knew!

You are my princess
I am only your servant
We are twins that destiny has played a cruel jest on
Even if the whole world turns against you
I'll become the only evil that is on your side

I came to visit a beautiful country
There, a girl of green is what I happened to see
She was kind with a bright smile and grace
Her image from my mind I could not efface
However if my princess wishes her gone
This order will not be something long drawn
Only one question do I have of this
Why, for the first time, are my tears not of bliss?

You are my princess
I am only your servant
We are twins that destiny has forced suffering on
"Today brioche will be served with your tea"
The only gesture you had was a coy laugh

Soon the people may come to punish us
While we deserve it, you have no need to fuss
I will, to the end, fight who they send
"Please exchange our clothing, to have this war mend"
"As long as you wear this, come what will"
"No one will notice, and you they cannot kill"
"I ask you to not worry about me"
"As I said, we are twins, there's no difference to see!"

I am the princess
You became a criminal
We are twins that destiny chooses to inflict pain
If all the world believes that you are evil
Then I am evil as well, because I share your blood

There was a country with an "evil" rule
So they thought, and I say that they comprise a fool
The only person who had any say
Was my cute sister who remains free this day
If every creature alive hates you
I'll be there waiting, always true
So please keep smiling like you always do
None that keeps you laughing as myself, had I knew!

You are my princess
I am only your servant
We are twins that destiny has played a cruel jest on
Even if the whole world turns against you
I'll become the only evil that is on your side

If we are ever reborn I want you to know
That I would like to be able to be with you again

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kimi wa oujo boku wa meshitsukai
unmei wakatsu aware na futago
kimi no mamoru sono tame naraba
boku wa aku ni datte natte yaru

kitai nonaka bokura wa umareta
shuku-fuku suruwa kyoukai no kane
otona tachi no katte na tsugou de
bokura no mirai wa futatsu ni saketa

tatoe sekai no subete ga
kimi no teki ni narou tomo
boku ga kimi wo mamoru kara
kimi wa sokode waratte ite

kimi wa oujo boku wa meshitsukai
unmei wakatsu aware na futago
kimi wo mamoru sono tame naraba
boku wa aku ni datte yaru

tonari no kunie dekaketa tokini
machi de mikaketa midori no anoko
sono yasashige na koe to egao ni
hitome dee boku wa koi ni ochi-masita

dakedo oujo ga anoko no koto
kesite hoshii to negau nara
boku wa sore ni kotae you
dousite? namida ga tomara-nai

kimi wa oujo boku wa meshitsukai
unmei wakatsu kuruoshiki futago
"kyou no oyatsu wa Brioche dayo"
kimi wa warau mujyaki ni warau

mousugu kono kuni wa owaru darou
ikareru kokumin tachi no tede
korega mukui dato iuno naraba
boku wa aete soreni sakara-ou

"hora boku no fuku kasite ageru"
"kore wo kite sugu onige-nasai"
"daijyoubu bokura wa futago dayo"
"kitto dare nimo wakara naisa"

boku wa oujo kimi wa toubousha
unmei wakatsu kanashiki futago
kimi wo aku dato iuno naraba
boku datte onaji chiga nagare-teru

mukashi mukashi aru tokoroni
aku-gyaku hidou no oukoku no
chouten ni kun-rin siteta
totemo KAWAII boku no kyoudai

tatoe sekai no subete ga
kimi no teki ni narou tomo
boku ga kimi wo mamoru kara
kimi wa dokoka de waratte ite

kimi wa oujo boku wa meshitsukai
unmei wakatsu aware na futago
kimi wo mamoru sono tame naraba
boku wa aku ni datte natte yaru

moshimo umare kawareru naraba
sono toki wa mata ason de ne

"Dreams"

Dream world

Reality

Dream Demons

Humans

Dreams

Despair

Endless darkness

Dreams

Giving up

Endless stillness

A dream -- something  fleeting

A dream -- something transient. Just like a person's life

But a person's dreams are resilient and strong

Strong, and kind. Moving forward

They become the strength that propels you forward

”ＤＡＹＤＲＥＡＭ ＳＹＮＤＲＯＭＥ”

kowareta kurayami naiteru kimi no kage
tsumetai tobira wa ima demo tozasare

mou modore wa shinai no ano hibi ano yume ano kibou wa
kono sora wa honmono kimagure totsuzen iro o kaeteku

koete sono kabe no mukou kawa e
kurutte yuku sekai no KAKERA ga
hagare ochite kiete yuku wa DAYDREAM

yuganda omoide umidasu maboroshi wa
hakanaku kieteku mirai no ashioto

kono kimochi wa nan na no itakute tsurakute kanashii noni
mada shinjite mitai no wa kimi ga te o tsukande ite kureru kara

tonde ima matataku sono mae ni
afure dasu kinou no zangai
yurayura yurete mai chiru wa DAYDREAM

tozashita me de miru kono keshiki wa
marude kagami no naka no jibun

koete sono kabe no mukou kawa e
kurutte yuku sekai no KAKERA ga
hagare ochite kiete yuku wa DAYDREAM

壊れた暗闇 泣いてる君の影
冷たい扉は　今でも閉ざされ

もう戻れはしないの？　あの日々、あの夢、あの希望は
この空は本物？　気まぐれ、突然、色を変えてく

越えて　その壁の向こう側へ
狂ってゆく　世界のカケラが
剥がれ落ちて消えてゆくわ "白昼夢"

歪んだ想いで　生み出す幻は
儚く消えてく　未来の足音

この気持ちはなんなの？痛くて、つらくて、悲しいのに
まだ信じてみたいのは　君が手をつかんでいてくれるから

飛んで、　今、瞬くその前に
溢れだす　昨日の残骸
ゆらゆら揺れて舞い散るわ　"白昼夢"

閉ざした目で見る　この景色は
まるで鏡の仲の自分

越えて　その壁の向こう側へ
狂ってゆく　世界のカケラが
剥がれ落ちて消えてゆくわ "白昼夢"

In the broken darkness, your shadow is crying
The cold door is still closed now

They can't return anymore? Those days, that dream, that hope--
Is this sky the real thing? It'll suddenly change colors on a whim

Get over to the other side of the wall
The fragments of a world going mad
will peel off and disappear, "daydream"

The illusion born from twisted thoughts
will disappear quickly in the sound of footsteps from the future

What are these feelings? Despite they're painful, tough, and sad
I still want to try believing, because you grabbed my hand

Jump now, before I blink
The overflowing wreckage of yesterday
will shake from side to side and disperse, "daydream"

This scenery I see with closed eyes
is exactly like the me in the mirror

Get over to the other side of the wall
The fragments of a world going mad
will peel off and disappear, "daydream"

”Ｍｅｍｏｒｉｅｓ Ｌａｓｔ”

“I’m fine with being alone,” I whispered.
At the center of a certain world,
I bent the hands of the clock
And closed my eyes.

We can’t bring back the time that has already gone by,
But on that day, you told me,
“It’s fine that way.”

With the miracle that you were here through the revolving seasons,
Even the broken clock begins to move.
Even though I’m a powerless piece of junk right now,
It’s strange, but I feel like I can change that,
Because the sound of your voice
Is still here right now.

Thinking that you won’t lose to anyone
Is just a delusion of grandeur.
Knowing that, loneliness overflowed
From the cut and bruised palms of my hands.

We can’t bring back the time that has already gone by,
So I’ll rewrite it second by second
With that smile.

I won’t forget, even if the seasons are rewound,
Or even if you forget what happened here today.
Even now, I’m just a little piece of junk,
But as long as I have the memories I’ve engraved in my heart,
The hand of time will gently move forward.
I won’t run away anymore.

stand by you… ah…

We can’t go back against the acceleration of time,
But moment by moment, I’ll rewrite
Those tears.

Don’t forget, even if the seasons are rewound:
We’re connected, and that will never change.
Even through I’m a powerless piece of junk right now,
It’s strange, but I feel like we’ll meet again,
Because the sound of your voice
Will forever be here.

"Butterfly"

Do dreams exist in an era like this?
I'm tired of saying stuff like that, but-

I've thought about acting tough all this time
But recently, even that has become futile

A phrase sounded a lot like "I want to see you"
Among the groundless noise in the city
I won't be fooled by such things
I do know how I feel

We're free
Somewhere, we wish there's no such thing as a dream that won't come true
Everyone does so
Searching for themselves, and something seemed to keep running-
That's the answer

We're free
We yearn for the light like butterflies
Making our wings shine
Our hearts are great skies, even if we lose our freedom in the strong wind
We don't want to regret

Does love exist even in an era like this?
I'm tired of saying stuff like that, but-

Something has been tucked away in my pocket all this time
It's not anger or sorrow

The song I hum
Is always a TUNE with ambiguous lyrics
Even if I stumble, I won't stop
I do know my own heartbeats

We're free
We're shouting that there's no such thing as a dream you can't reach
The truth is, we do so
Rousing ourselves, and our voices end up hoarse at times-
That's also being human

We're free
We yearn for the heights like butterflies
Making our wings flutter
In the great, lonely skies, even if we lose sight of our own map
We'll just go as much as we can

We're free
Somewhere, we wish there's no such thing as a dream that won't come true
Everyone does so
Searching for themselves, and something seemed to keep running-
That's the answer

We're free
We yearn for the light like butterflies
Making our wings shine
Our hearts are great skies, even if we lose our freedom in the strong wind
We don't want to regret

その目誰の目？

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Ｈ
Ｏ
Ｓ
Ｅ

Ｅ
Ｙ
Ｅ
Ｓ

Ａ
Ｒ
Ｅ

Ｔ
Ｈ
Ｏ
Ｓ
Ｅ

Ｅ
Ｙ
Ｅ
Ｓ
？

"Connect"

I won't forget the promise we made
I'll close my eyes and ascertain it
Shaking off the darkness that closed in on me, I advance on

When can I see again here
the future that I lost?

Again and again, I'll tear apart the shadow of distress that spilled out
and walk on in this world

The time that ticked away ceaselessly now announces the beginning
Putting my unchanging feelings into it
I'll open the closed door

My heart awoke to draw the future where I'd start running
Even if I come to a standstill on a difficult road
The sky is always waiting for me in a beautiful blue
So I'm not scared
By now, no matter what happens, I won't get disheartened

When I look back, my friends are there
When I noticed it, they have me tenderly surrounded

In the world where just about everything is twisted
The single place here I can believe in saved me

When we share our joys and sorrows, my feelings strengthen
If my voice reaches you
Then I can certainly create a miracle, right?

I won't forget the promise we made
I'll close my eyes and ascertain it
Shaking off the darkness that closed in on me, I advance on
Because no matter how great of a wall there is
I'll show you I'll overcome it, so I'll certainly
believe in tomorrow and pray

Wandering in a destroyed world
I arrived there as if I was drawn towards it

My heart awoke to draw the future where I'd start running
Even if I come to a standstill on a difficult road
The sky is always waiting for me in a beautiful blue
So I'm not scared
By now, no matter what happens, I won't get disheartened

Forever waiting for tomorrow

"Cast Blood of a Contract on Guilt"

In the dream of the world overcome with delight, the Lord looks down from His eternal window
The oppressed and imprisoned people passed away without noticing it

Ordered by affection, if I do so, then I can overcome my sins
All sorrows, look, are vanishing and reappearing in front of my eyes

Drive the stake, drive the stake, slash apart the dark night and bask in the moonlight
The thousands of iron hammers will turn into your pain and be released now

The screams will float in midair before long and the night sky will be dyed red, right?
The cross-shaped stake will become your power and you’ll make your way to the sanctuary before long

Faithful to rules and laws, you’re bound, even without contracts
The mountain that feared fire is dying while resting, without nurturing the earth

I only can’t inhibit my passion; if that’s so, I won’t even forget about the pain
Because I keep rejecting them, look, afterimages are vanishing and reappearing

Bite the dust, bite the dust, carry the suffering that’s like being pregnant
The traces of the needle that drew an arc turned the void into pleasure and I looked up at the sky just now

Give up the sins of the world that must come and tame the flocks of sheep
When the poem of gratitude is rewarded, hallelujah. Praise the Lord

Lower the door bars on a great ship
Unfurl the sails and set sail for legends
If I hear that you’ve reached Heaven, I’ll sink into the crowds

Be clad in blood, be clad in blood, while the slaves and livestock are guided
Don’t reach out your hands or desire, the ones who disobeyed simply continue to be lost at all times
 

Drive the stake, drive the stake, slash apart the dark night and bask in the moonlight
The thousands of iron hammers will turn into your pain and be released now

The screams will float in midair before long and the night sky will be dyed red, right?
The cross-shaped stake will become your power and you’ll make your way to the sanctuary before long

"See VisionS"

I'm always running after you.　You are my ideal.　You are me.

There was a bird that could not fly any further
With splendid feathers without scratches, it rebuked the blue sky
[This place isn't bad. The sky isn't that high. This place isn't good either.]

Fearing the speed it feels with its body
Anyone can have a chance... It can't go any further
[It really can't fly. It really wants to fly.]

Now you are there, shining beyond a wish that I want to fulfill

Projecting in my eyes
"Standing in the future, always strong" such you are my
You're still dazzling but, reaching out my hands with the same feeling
The real me that will someday be grasped will become you

It was still a pure and innocent dream
It drew close all things it wanted just like a magnet
[Only this, I will not yield. This too, I will not yield.]

You were there, buried in rubble and living in solitude

My eyes desire
"Until now, always... From now on, more!" tomorrow's 'you' is me
Throw off such shells, become naked and carefree
Let's search for that glittering gemstone I will become

The pebble that tumbled by my feet was kicked away fly away, these feelings

Swaying in my eyes
The ideal 'me' and yesterday's 'me' are always crossing paths without meeting
I cannot reach a little more
If its you surely, would laugh it off even if painful

Projecting in my eyes
"Standing on the future, always strong" such you are my
You're still dazzling but, reaching out my hands with the same feelings
The real me that will someday be grasped will become you, will become you

"Space Bound"

We touch, I feel a rush, we clutch, it isn't much

But it's enough to make me wonder what's in store for us

It's lust, it's torturous, you must be a sorcerous

Cause you just, did the impossible, gained my trust

Don't play games it'll be dangerous if you fuck me over

Cause if I get burnt, I'ma show ya what it's like to hurt

Cause I've been treated like dirt befo' ya

And love is "evol", spell it backwards, I'll show ya

Nobody knows me, I'm cold, walk down this road all alone

It's no one's fault but my own, it's the path I've chosen to go

Frozen as snow, I show no emotion what'so ever, so

Don't ask me why I have no love for these mo'fuckin' hoes

Blood-suckin' succubuses, what the fuck is up with this?

I've tried in this department, but, I ain't had no luck with this

It sucks but it's exactly what I thought it would be like tryin' to start over

I've got a hole in my heart from some kind of emotional roller-coasta';

Somethin' I won't go on till you toy with my emotions, so it's over

It's like an explosion every time I hold ya, wasn't jokin' when I told ya

You take my breath away, you're a supernova

And I'm a...

I'm a space-bound rocketship and your heart's the moon

And I'm aimin' right at you

Right at you

250, 000 miles on a clear night in June

And I'm aimin' right at you

Right at you

I'll do whatever it takes, when I'm with you, I get the shakes

My body aches when I ain't with you, I have zero strength

There's no limit on how far I would go, no boundaries, no lengths

Why do we say that until we get that person that we think's

Gonna be that one and then once we get 'em, it's never the same

You want 'em when they don't want you, soon as they do, feelin's change

It's not a contest and I ain't on no conquest for no mate

I wasn't lookin' when I stumbled onto you, musta been fate

But so much is at stake, what the fuck does it take, let's cut to the chase

'Fore the door shuts in your face, promise me if I cave in and break

And leave myself open that I won't be makin' a mistake

Cause I'm a

I'm a space-bound rocketship and your heart's the moon

And I'm aimin' right at you

Right at you

250, 000 miles on a clear night in June

And I'm aimin' right at you

Right at you

So after a year and 6 months, it's no longer me that you want

But I love you so much it hurts, never mistreated you once

I poured my heart out to you, let down my guard, swear to God

I'll blow my brains in your lap, lay here and die in your arms

Drop to my knees and I'm pleadin', I'm tryin' to stop you from leavin'

You won't even listen, so fuck it, I'm tryin' to stop you from breathin'

I put both hands on your throat, I sit on top of you, squeezin'

Til' I snap your neck like a Popsicle stick, ain't a possible reason

I can think of to let you walk up out this house and let you live

Tears stream down both of my cheeks, then I let you go and just give

And before I put that gun to my temple, I told you this

And I would've did anything for you

To show you how much I adored you

But it's over now, it's too late to save our

Love

Just promise me you'll think of me

Every time you look up in the sky and see a star

Cuz I'm a

I'm a space-bound rocketship and your heart's the moon

And I'm aimin' right at you

Right at you

250, 000 miles and a clear night in June

And I'm so lost without you

Without you

"Highschool of the Dead"

While I've lost my shaken sense of reality
Where will my sentiments, piling up like rubble, go?

Holding a crushed hope, I brushed the red rain off and ran in a trance

At the end of crumbled emotions, what do I see? What exists? I still don't know
All fleeting futures simply kept spreading silently in front of my eyes

Light and shadows vanished; what the last words
Wished for was tomorrow alone; where does it exist in this reality?

Gazing at the crushed present, I ran in the middle of the red rain unhesitatingly

Over the crumbling scenery, what do I know? What do I hear? I can't see anymore
I'll simply keep silently choosing the single fleeting future in front of my eyes

At the end of crumbled emotions, what do I see? What exists? I still don't know
All fleeting futures simply kept spreading silently in front of my eyes

What will I draw on the white canvas of tomorrow that stretches endlessly?

What will I draw on the black canvas of tomorrow that's been dyed by reality?

"Shooting Star"

When I look up at the sky
The stars, see, are sparkling
Each giving off its own light
Like the people on this planet
Yeah, so I, too
Want to shine particularly bright
I close my eyes and make a vow in my heart
And entrust my dreams to that shooting star

I’m in my usual park
I can see the night scenery
On the slide
That’s been my special seat for years
Whenever I’m worried about something, I come here
Just like then, I’m on my way to my dreams
But unable to fulfill them
“Maybe this is the end of the line”
There are days when I say weak things like that
But every time, I remember
That starry sky where I looked for a shooting star
The wish I made when I was little
Hasn’t changed even now

When I look up at the sky
The stars, see, are sparkling
Each giving off its own light
Like the people on this planet
Yeah, so I, too
Want to shine particularly bright
I close my eyes and make a vow in my heart
And entrust my dreams to that shooting star

Looking up at the sky, there are countless stars
The same number now that there was years ago
My dreams are endless and crazy
Incredibly bright, like that star

Hey! If you keep hanging your head like that
You won’t even be able to see the things you can see
Look up at the sky, keep your head up!!
Hey! “What do you think of the sky you see?”
Someday, like that shining star…
I wanna shine

When I look up at the sky
The stars, see, are sparkling
Each giving off its own light
Like the people on this planet
Yeah, so I, too
Want to shine particularly bright
I close my eyes and make a vow in my heart
And entrust my dreams to that shooting star

"Ichiban no Takaramono"

If my cuffs are wet

Then I should wait for them to dry

Making sounds in the water, I jumped in

You taught me that, so I'm not scared anymore

I have to let go of this hand that was holding on to mine

Even if I'm alone, I'll go on, even if it's tough

I'll definitely take along the dream I had with everyone

I'm glad to be with everyone, I'm glad to have been with everyone

But on the morning when I wake up, no one is there

Even if I look back, no one's shadow is there anymore

Only the puddles shined

To live on is to stand and fight

Once you understand that, all you need is the courage to step forward

I'll go everywhere, that's what I learned here

I’ll show that I can make the dream called happiness come true

Even if I'm separated from everyone, no matter how far apart we are

This me will live in a brand-new morning

Even if I'm alone, I'll go on, even if I want to die

I can hear your voice, saying, "You mustn't die"

Even if it's tough, even if I'm trapped in the dark

Deep in my heart, a light has been lit

Cycling and flowing, the times change

I can't recall what happened anymore

But if I try closing my eyes, there's everyone's laughing voices

Somehow that's my most precious treasure now.

"Strength"

My dry lips are exposed to the frozen sun.
My overflowing tears trace me with a dripping brilliance.

I was searching for you merely in the hopes of making up for this meager place.
The pain transmitted between our touching fingers is all we collect.

If the wish I hold aloft deep within my heartbeat is called destiny,
Then the memories I left behind and the lost vision of
Your face even now, remain forsaken...

There is a wavering in my faint sigh and quivering look.
My crumbling soul quakes my eyes and their glimmering envelops us.

I wished I wouldn't be hurt if we happened across each other.
Nestled against the pain of my clipped wings, I gently sleep.

My life is expended because I cannot return, because I cannot go back.
The ability I simply threw away on that day so long ago
I yearn for in your warmth.

Everyone is confronted by their different sorrows even though they long for tomorrow.
With the strength of the disgrace and lament you keep your eyes on, break me.

The dying prayer I cannot express spells out my destiny.
The bequeathed memories and the lost vision of your face
That grew within my chest, even now, remain forsaken.

"Brave Song"

I was always walking alone; when I looked back, everyone was far away
Nevertheless, I walked on; that was my strength
I'm not afraid of anything anymore, or so I whisper to show you
Someday, people will be alone and only live on within memories
So that I can even love and laugh at loneliness, I'll fight
I won't show my tears

I was always walking alone; a cliff was waiting for me at my destination
Nevertheless, I walked on for the proof of my strength
A strong wind blows against me, my shirt sticks to me with sweat
If I end up being able to forget it someday, then living- It's just a simple thing
If I fall into the yonder of oblivion, that's running away, right?
Even the meaning of having lived will vanish, right?

The wind soon calmed down, my sweat dried, too
And I felt hungry; did something happen, hm?
A nice scent came along with lively voices

I was always walking alone; everyone was waiting for me

Someday, people will be alone and only live on within memories
Even so, that's okay; I call my peaceful feelings 'friends'
Someday, I'll forget the days I spent with everyone and be living elsewhere
By then, I won't be strong anymore
I'll shed tears with the weakness of an ordinary person.

"Bad Apple!!"

Ever on and on I continue circling
With nothing but my hate in a carousel of agony
Till slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing
And suddenly I see that I can't break free--I'm
Slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity
With nothing but my pain and the paralyzing agony
To tell me who I am, who I was
Uncertainty enveloping my mind
Till I can't break free, and

Maybe it's a dream; maybe nothing else is real
But it wouldn't mean a thing if I told you how I feel
So I'm tired of all the pain, of the misery inside
And I wish that I could live feeling nothing but the night
You can tell me what to say; you can tell me where to go
But I doubt that I would care, and my heart would never know
If I make another move there'll be no more turning back
Because everything will change, and it all will fade to black

Will tomorrow ever come? Will I make it through the night?
Will there ever be a place for the broken in the light?
Am I hurting? Am I sad? Should I stay, or should I go?
I've forgotten how to tell. Did I ever even know?
Can I take another step? I've done everything I can
All the people that I see I will never understand
If I find a way to change, if I step into the light
Then I'll never be the same, and it all will fade to white

Ever on and on I continue circling
With nothing but my hate in a carousel of agony
Till slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing
And suddenly I see that I can't break free--I'm
Slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity
With nothing but my pain and the paralyzing agony
To tell me who I am, who I was
Uncertainty enveloping my mind
Till I can't break free, and

Maybe it's a dream; maybe nothing else is real
But it wouldn't mean a thing if I told you how I feel
So I'm tired of all the pain, of the misery inside
And I wish that I could live feeling nothing but the night
You can tell me what to say; you can tell me where to go
But I doubt that I would care, and my heart would never know
If I make another move there'll be no more turning back
Because everything will change, and it all will fade to black

If I make another move, if I take another step
Then it all would fall apart. There'd be nothing of me left
If I'm crying in the wind, if I'm crying in the night
Will there ever be a way? Will my heart return to white?
Can you tell me who you are? Can you tell me where I am?
I've forgotten how to see; I've forgotten if I can
If I opened up my eyes there'd be no more going back
'Cause I'd throw it all away, and it all would fade to black

"Complication"

The sky looks anxious as it threatens to cry

it simply carves away time, having nothing else to do

I swallow these thoughts that have nowhere to go

and I spit out in frustration

Worrying that everything might break

I fear tomorrow

But I know that I won't find any answers

by looking at the day after tomorrow

It feels kind of pathetic that I'm feeling so troubled

I couldn't stand still so I ran

What do I want to do? There's nothing.

I snuck up to the rooftop, to have a smoke

Today's lunch was boring

My friends watch me with worried eyes

"I'm not crying" I spit out

but it really sucks having to act tough.

A street that I'm used to walking

I finally got an ipod

Some cheap rap that has no meaning

I'm carrying a bag that feels heavy for some reason

A place that should feel warm to me

I open a window to let out that dark air

I'm about to be crushed by the pressure

so I retreat to the park I always go to

Worrying that everything might break

I fear tomorrow

But I know that I won't find any answers

by looking at the day after tomorrow

What will I draw on the blank canvas of tomorrow that stretches endlessly?

What will I draw on the black canvas of tomorrow that's been dyed by reality?

With struggle, it will shine

In this limited amount of time

I'll try to draw myself

That's all I need for now

"Tears of the Blue Sky"

All alone in the darkness,

I learned the meaning of your tears.

I've stepped forward to the place I wish for,

Yet I didn't want to hurt anyone.

Even today, the wind crosses over the sea

And faces tomorrow without hesitation.

Why can't my heart begin to move?

What fate awaits me?

I don't want to mourn over the things that have come forth.

Within feelings of sorrow, courage still exists,

And I grasp its radiance while believing.

The blue sky's tears rain down incessantly...

Someday they'll change into a smile.

The wind that quickly chased after me

Slips between my fingers now.

I'm still too scared to trust,

But I won't stop no matter what!

As the moon softly grazes my shoulders,

And its silver path reflects on the water,

I've come to forget how to hesitate.

Even if a tomorrow of nothingness awaits,

There's a way to create something from it.

Even my destiny can keep changing,

And strong feelings are now filling my heart.

The blue sky's tears are overflowing,

But it will surely be sunny tomorrow.

So I can start walking towards

The future I looked up to,

I can go as far as I want...

As long as I don't lose sight of myself.

What fate awaits me?

I don't want to mourn over the things that have come forth.

Within feelings of sorrow, courage still exists,

And I grasp its radiance while believing.

The blue sky's tears rain down incessantly...

Someday they'll change into a smile.

It hurts.

The pain I'm feeling in my chest feels like my lungs are gonna collapse.

Who knows how long I can hold on..?